SAY YAS!


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name: Md Yasin
d.o.b: 17th November
school: Raffles College
course: Advance Diploma in Tourism and Hospitality Management
in-take: July 2007
enjoys: cycling and swimming
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12:37 am, Sunday, June 03, 2007

i know i know. basically, i'm just fucking lazy but what is there to write, my life now is pretty boring you know. sleep early and wake up late... i mean .. sleep EARLY in the morning and wake up LATE in the afternoon. :) i know people like Luqman are my regular viewers and have been kicking my ass to update my blog often.

i'm fine, thank you for asking. my tummy is getting slightly larger, my skin tone is much darker now, my mind is rotting and my urge to drink is building up. for those who don't know, i went to Bangkok on the 13th and was back 4 days later. had a rough week then. cycled to tiong bahru, bukit merah and orchard area on the 28th May. my aunt was discharged from SGH on friday. i have basically turned into someone who prefers to do things himself. he'd rather shop, eat, cycle or whatsoever by himself. i'm trying my best not to turn into a self-centred asshole. so i have been hanging out with my family and realised how much i love my sisters and my parents.

the desire and temptation to find a new girl has been very distracting nowadays. things were very strange. the mind starts to bring in the past and mostly were wonderful. a very distinctive smell caught me earlier today while i was showering. it reminded me of someone but i don't know who. i'm very postive it did not remind me of a place, a thing or someone i'm related to but someone i used to love. it took 15 minutes of my life off by just staring into empty space, trying to figure out it's origins. still, it was left hanging in mid-air. i have indeed kept myself away from love or falling for it. i wanted a time for myself and not think bout relationship or anything related to it. hurt, pain and suffering is what i would get for loving someone. never could a woman ever make me so happy like she did but that was just infatuation. sabeela, you know what i'm talking about.

Sabeela. i would really love to thank you for everything. the faith and believe you had for me and had was tremendous. no other human could ever have award me with that help and concern you have. remember, you'll have me forever as long as we don't loose touch. the 17th Clan. haha. take care of mummy ok. :D

Iz. i would like to apologise about the other day that you went back late and about that thingy ... you know what i know what these readers don't. sent my regards to your family alright. tell your mother thanks for the invitation. sorry no pressie. :D

Luqman & Alep. Thanks for the company guys. Wouldn't had been great without you guys. Alep, satu hari kau punya PSP lak kene curik. Hidup kau takde berkat nye. Percaya lah aku. haha. Sorry guys that i left the both of you early.

all i want is to just start school asap cause im damn bloody motherfucking bored sitting at home doing practically nothing but rotting. my mind is starving and my ass is numb. how i wish i had powers like Micah Sanders and Peter Petrelli from episode 23rd onwards so that i could just withdraw cash anytime and how many i want. not forgetitng to be invisible and able to do anything you want. i could just pack my stuff now and travel around the world. invisible is the key to hide and roam from places to places and my fingers is my unlimited NETS card. :D god, that would be wonderful. if i had that power now, first place i would travel to is New York City. :)

guys, i'm sleepy and need to wake up early later. update later when i feel like updating. ok! oh shit, i told Luqman i would put up my Bangkok pics here.. well soon ok or not some other time.